Unwanted Guest

How do I 

let you go

I can feel

that you're trapped

You're locked

inside of me

Deep down

I know I have the key

I feel it

But this puzzle

makes me queazy

I'm dizzy

with these thoughts

of you

Just when I think

that I've escaped you

Here I am

Trapped in another

doorless room

with you

Your dark eyes

they burn me

Your touch

I feel you singe

my skin

How can you be

so careless

so dark

so strong

Am I feeding you

my own strength 

so willingly

How careless

of me

You've been my

unwanted guest

I thought you'd just leave

on your own 

-July 2014